Almost 65
I’m turning 65.
How would I describe
this part of my life?
It wasn’t what I expected.
Not sure what I did
expect.
When hubby and I got
married,
I had visions of spreading
the gospel,
saving the world.
Comparing my vision
to what my reality is,
let me see….
I feel like a little
spring violet
compared to a field of
sunflowers.
Lovely, but fragile,
easily overlooked.
I didn’t expect Loren to
be disabled at this point.
I didn’t expect I’d be
working three part-time jobs:
Writing, teaching homeschoolers
nature, care giving
I thought my writing would
be more productive.
I never thought I’d be
asked to preach,
as I have twice this year.
I have a nice little home
and a beautiful yard,
finally.
My kids are doing fair to
midland.
I’ve traveled more than I expected.
Scotland, France, England,
Wales
Republic of Ireland,
Northern Ireland,
The Caribbean, Kenya, Peru,
Canada,
all fifty states plus
Puerto Rico.
I’m still trying,
unsuccessfully,
to get my body in shape.
My spiritual life is a still
pond,
rather than a roaring
ocean.
Where am I going?
What are my goals?
Will I ever get much
beyond this point?
I feel like I’m on a
stationary bike.
Pedaling away.
Getting nowhere,
except closer to eternity.
Ready or not, here I come.