Grab your camera
Type away
The beginning comes
But doesn’t stay
End
End, finish, conclusion,
finale
Not entirely ended,
memories live on
Delight and sorrow mixed
together
Beginning
B eginning, start,
opening, launch
E ntering a new phase of
life
G rabbing on to
opportunity
I nitiating possibilities
N ew adventures around the
corner
N ew people to meet, goals
to reach
I nspiration, imagination,
creation
N ew beginnings every day
G od, please have Your
will and Your way!
Success!
Until my muse comes back,
my goal is to write a bad
poem;
so if I do, it will be a
success.
Boyfriend of the Seventies
My boyfriend booked in his
MGB.
He was bummed out when he
couldn’t be with me.
He burnt rubber that was just
his way.
I didn’t have bread, so he
had to pay.
He was no dweeb. He was
cool.
He was a hunk in our small
high school.
We went together four
years of our past.
We had fun making out, but
we didn’t last.
Mostly Dead
Sometimes I feel like Westley
of Princess Bride.
Mostly dead.
And the giant Fezzik praises
him,
“You just wiggled your
fingers!
That’s wonderful!”
While Westley and Inigo
converse,
Fezzik says, “You just
shook your head.
That doesn’t make you
happy?”
Westley sums up all they’re
up against.
“And you think a little
head jiggle
is supposed to make me
happy? Hmm?”
When feeling mostly dead,
it helps to appreciate the
fingers moving
and the head jiggles.
And to remember like Westley
says,
“Death cannot stop true
love.
All it can do is delay it
for a while.”
Eternal Trip
I get so excited to go on
a trip.
All the planning, ticket
buying
rolling up my clothes in
tight balls.
Imagining the adventures.
The marvels I’ll see.
The fun things I’ll do.
The people I’ll meet.
I believe death is like
that.
Spring Suspense
Every spring I eye that
tree with trepidation.
Is it dead?
Will I have to pay a high
price for removal?
Will I stare at a tree
stump and grieve its loss?
Two trees stood at the
front of this property.
They were part of the reason
why we chose it.
One died.
Every spring, I watch while
other trees green up.
Then finally a couple
months in,
this late bloomer joins the
land of the living.
Will it this spring?
From April 20
Meeting a Bear in the
Woods
Ten children with four
teachers there
On forest trails for a long
hike
They all would soon meet a
black bear
But soft and stuffed as children
like
Adults removed the bright
red bow
And placed her there by a
tall tree
And as the kids came
marching by
There was the bear for all
to see
We said to make a lot of
noise
They raised their arms,
shouted and yelled
With someone’s help the
bear ran off
The children lived to tell
the tale
From April 2
A Place Called Happy
At a loss
It’s good to be sad
Feeling pain
Not too long
There is room for wounded souls
A place called happy
From April 23
The heart
of the writer
searches for truth,
even if they express it
in the most creative
fantasy.
Loren
My wife, Connie, and I eat meals together three times a day, but mostly
in silence. I can’t talk when I’m eating or I’ll choke. I listen to her talk
about her day. As she tells me her long list of things to do, I wish I could
help her. I used to do about half of the things she has on her list these past
six and a half years. I do what I can from my wheelchair. I spend a lot of time
keeping track of finances down to the finest minutia. I make phone calls and
order medicine, make appointments and figure out health insurance. But
sometimes it gets frustrating due to my garbled speech. It takes effort to
speak clearly and I’m exhausted after a phone call. I get exercise shuffling
with my walker to the bathroom, the living room, the kitchen, the sun room and
out on the back porch when it’s nice. I like to sit in the sun. I go to church
on Sundays. That’s my outing for the week. It’s hard to watch my wife fling the
fifty-pound motorized chair in the hatchback with an umph. This situation gets
depressing, but I know if I fall into a pity party, I’ll make things worse. I
take it a day at a time, pray, and get the most joy I can out of life as is and
be thankful for the wonderful things I do have, like the Lord, my wife, and the
ability to think.
Almost seven years
Two pontine strokes (at brain stem)
Making best of it
Jake
It’s been like this all my
life.
Surrounded by people
who chatter like ducks.
My words are in my head,
but I can’t get them out.
They say I have autism.
They talk to me,
but only a few of my words
have come out
in nearly thirty years.
So I express myself with
my IPAD.
But I can also get my
message across without it.
I have signs for yes and
no.
I have sounds when I’m not
happy.
I have humming and buzzy
sounds
as I run up and down the
hallway
telling myself stories.
I listen and do what they
say.
I stroke a person’s face
if I like them.
I ignore them if I don’t.
Some call me “little Jake”
like I’m a baby.
Some shout as if I can’t
hear.
Some treat me like I’m 29,
my age.
I like them the best.
Someday, my words might unstick,
but until that miracle
happens,
I’ll be content watching
my movies at home
and “Santa Claus is Coming
to Town”
when I’m at Connie’s
house,
five minutes at a time, over
and over.
Chisholm
O boy! Here they come!
There are ten of them.
They run to my fence
and reach their little
hands through.
“Chisholm!”
I don’t know which way to
run!
I go up and down the fence
getting their love pats.
I’m so glad
when the human pups come!
But just as fast as they
come,
they’re gone to explore
the forest
and do whatever they do
here at the nature center.
I can hear them shouting
and laughing.
I guess I’ll go back
to guarding the alpacas.
That’s what Anatolian
shepherds
are born to do.
But I do like it when the
pups come.
A Childhood Tale
We children liked to play
up in an old abandoned park.
The old bridge tilted, and
groaned with a loud creak
over the cold, creek water
as it babbled over rocks.
One winter, I slid on the
icy bridge, but before I fell in,
the older neighbor girl
caught me and set me upright.
She saved my tail, so I
had a tale to tell, but I didn’t.
When we got into scrapes,
we kept them to ourselves.
Vedauwoo
I have been to all fifty
states
And many countries I’ve
been through
Of the great places I have
been
My favorite is Vedauwoo
I like to climb the
boulders there
And take along a friend or
two
Of adventures that I have
had
My favorite is Vedauwoo
The summer that I spent
with Sis
In Wyoming, a lot to do
We grew bolder as we both climbed
My favorite place, Vedauwoo
Sis and I, we two
Early to Rise
Morning folks
Seldom sleep past eight
Clear headed
Energy
Up at five or six, the best
Bedtime, midnight max
Strength of the Morning
It would be
Nice to maximize
Potential
Of the day
Alas! Energy is low!
Live mornings wisely
Colorado Spring
Violets
And dandelions
Trees budding
Nest building
Yay! Maximum signs of spring!
More snow expected
The Heart of the Nature Center
The animals, the flowers, and
the trees
The pinecones scattered on
the forest floor
The alpacas, goats, dogs, chickens
and geese
The heart of the nature
center is kids
The weaving studio, and
ninja line
The playground, the
library, and the forts
The crafts, the stories, the
music online
The heart of the nature
center is kids
Learning about flora and fauna
there
Hiking the trails, flying
kites, playing games
Of nature’s value they
become aware
The heart of the nature
center is kids
The Song of My Heart
The Lord’s love
Hope, grace and mercy
Faithfulness
Forgiveness
He is the song of my heart
Now and forever
The heart of the writer
searches for truth,
even if they express it
in the most creative
fantasy.
Tilling the Earth
I remember
Dad tilling the earth
in the hot sun.
He turned bright red.
Never tanned.
Irish ancestry.
He used to have red hair.
It turned dark brown.
Then white, mostly missing.
Red hair showed up
in one of my sisters,
and some in me.
Just enough streaks
that people asked me
if I used hair dye.
Funny thing to think of
when thinking about Dad
tilling the earth.
Earth
E arth, a dirt clod
compared to space,
A nd we’re minute compared
to it.
R ealizing God made this
place
T o be a gift to human
race.
H ow wonderful! Just think
of it!
“I haven’t been everywhere, but it’s on the list.” Tee-shirt
It’s On the List
Though I have not been
everywhere,
Be aware, it is on the
list.
I’m not sure why I think
like this,
Often going from here to
there.
I leap hurdles, like high
airfare,
But traveling, I can’t
resist.
Though I have not been
everywhere,
Be aware, it is on the
list.
We have this gorgeous
earth to share,
Fantastic places—writer’s
grist,
And folks with whom we
coexist.
It is a way to show I care.
Though I have not been
everywhere…
Too Stupid to Live
Frequent murders.
Someone’s after the heroine.
She hears a noise in the
basement.
Of course, she goes down
there.
Somehow, she survives.
Deceased Parents
In a Romance, all parents will
not be alive,
Perhaps to add sympathy to
the lovers.
I’d like to read one where
they all survive.
In a Romance, all parents will
not be alive.
Why can’t all four be involved
and thrive?
A Romance parent needs to
run for cover.
In a Romance, all parents will
not be alive,
Perhaps to add sympathy to
the lovers.