Lesson in Love Learned
Thank You, Lord, for loving me.
Like my hubby stopped wondering what love is
rambling on and on about it
and has learned to simply say,
“I love you, too.”
Lord, I love You, too.
Lesson in Love Learned
Thank You, Lord, for loving me.
Like my hubby stopped wondering what love is
rambling on and on about it
and has learned to simply say,
“I love you, too.”
Lord, I love You, too.
Hubby Love
Thank you for the little ways
Hubby shows his love.
By letting me use his computer
while I'm waiting
for my new one.
By not having a fit
when he heard the price.
By complementing me on my haircut
and not being upset about that cost either.
By thanking me for meals.
By saying I love you.
He used to get all philosophical
and begin his soliloquy with,
“What is love?”
Thank You, Lord, that he learned
to simply say, “I love you.”
Without You
I've made it a month without you.
Your friends and your family have too.
You’re name pops up often.
Does this pain ever soften?
It’s hard not to feel blue.
You’ve been like a sister to me.
I think of you continually.
We can't talk on the phone
Since the Lord called you home.
You’re the one happy and free.
Like a thumb that's puffy and sore.
We’re aware of our love all the more.
Now that there's pain.
Memories flow like a train.
This grief can be a tough chore.
Thanks, Lord, for helping us through.
There are times we haven't a clue
How to live life without her.
This month’s been a blur.
I'm so glad our hope is in You.
Savior of the world
I place my life in Your hands
For eternity
The Praise of My Lips
Thank you for being awesome and glorious.
Let the praise of my lips focus on you
and your great works.
Thank you for poetry
and that somehow you brought me to it,
though I resisted at first.
Lord do you get tired of meeting with resistance
almost every time you ask your people to do something
like Jonah running to Tarshish?
Help me be like Mary, though
having a baby was impossible she said,
“Let it be as you say.”
And like Jesus,
when facing crucifixion said,
“Not my will but Yours be done.”
I offer You my dreams, plans, and goals.
May my art, writing, and music
originate in the mind of Christ.
Joy of the Morning
Thank You, Lord, for morning prayers
committing to my loving Heavenly Father
the cares of the world, my church, my family.
Thank You, for hearing me
and speaking strength, hope
and encouragement to my spirit.
Thank You for being my joy
and the reason I get out of bed
and look forward to the day in anticipation.
Thank You for yesterday's blessings:
Sunday school, church, worship
where we could feel your presence.
For our new youth pastor
and how you led him to our church.
Thank You for hugs from friends.
Thank You for long talks with my son,
my farm quilt jigsaw puzzle,
my markers and paper to doodle with.
Thank You for Hubby and I
eating our meals together.
And for talking and praying with a friend.
Thank You, Lord,
may your perfect will be done on earth
and especially in my life.
Ears to Hear
Jesus said, “He who has ears to hear.”
Thank You, Jesus, for giving me spiritual hearing.
When I read your Word, You speak to me
of love and forgiveness,
redirecting me when I do unhealthy things
or think unhealthy thoughts.
Thank You, Lord,
for my spiritual eyes and ears
and that though my physical body
grows weaker each day,
my spiritual body strengthens.
Like the man you healed
was walking leaping and praising God
may I do the same in body and spirit.
You are love, health and life itself.
Working Parts
Thank You, Lord,
I still have eyes to see
Ears to hear, nose to smell
And mouth do all those things mouths do.
Thank You for my arms, hands fingers, legs, feet, toes.
And everything in between.
Thank You, Lord,
for all my functioning parts.
Thank you for the internet
so I can look up exercises
to help with aches and pains
in my aging body.
Thank You that I can still
Hike in the woods.
Kayak in lakes and bays,
Bike on the back roads.
Swim in the pool.
Dance in the living room.
Thank You, Lord,
for my healthy parts
and that when my body up and dies
like bodies do
I’ll go Home
to be with You.
Sweet Potato Pie
November 7th, we had sweet potato pie.
It may be unhealthy, but like most people,
we celebrate with food. We celebrated four years
after my husband had his second stroke.
They affected the pons region of the brain
in the upper part of the brain stem.
The doctor said he had a 20% chance of survival
but didn’t tell us until after he had survived.
Thank You Lord for the four years and counting
and that he can walk with a walker,
bathe himself in the walk-in tub,
and talk, though still somewhat garbled.
I miss his clear, booming voice,
but I'm getting used to his gravelly one.
I still jump when I hear his
sneezes,
which sound like a snarling bobcat.
Thank You that he can think, but more slowly.
I love it when he stands and hugs me,
though I have to prop him up a bit.
Thank You for the gift of four years.
And sweet potato pie.
My Office
Thank You, Lord for my office.
decorated with momentous of the past.
A picture of my mom when she was eight
along with her five siblings.
Picture of my daughter (5) and son (3).
She's wearing a blue and purple plaid dress.
I can see my mom's chin and brown eyes.
He's wearing a striped blue suit.
Resembles both his grandpas.
Thank you for my 3 desks
One for writing with shelves of writing books,
One for art.
One for jigsaw puzzles
that currently has a 2,000 piece
farm quilt puzzle on it.
There’s also a cupboard filled with art supplies,
as is the drawers in the jigsaw table.
My closet holds my two ukuleles,
a small soprano and a pineapple
concert.
The top shelf is full of jigsaw puzzles.
There’s a file cabinet and a cubby hole box
which holds the shelf I made in high school woodshop
which contain more mementos:
Little golden books from when the kids were little
and a set of literature books saved
from my fairly recent college
graduation.
My dad's old cup he won when he was twelve.
The Snoopy Statue my sister gave me
that says, “It’s not where you
go,
it’s who you travel with.”
We have traveled many places together,
including Scotland and Ireland.
A shelf on the wall contains memorabilia
from the people who used to live with us.
A hat from Lacy
A Pooh Boo Bear from Dennis
Mermaid slippers from Vanessa.
And a squishy frog from Justin.
Elsewhere in the room
Lori’s dolls and stuffed animals,
Eli’s batman car and dinosaur
My lava lamp from the 70s.
Horsie Sam the
rocking horse
and Waggles
the green dog
from when I
was about 3.
Dad’s fishing
stool
on which I
painted Mom and Dad
fishing from a
rowboat in Stumpy Lake.
Blacky and
Reddy,
two taxidermized
squirrels my dad hunted.
Thank you for the pictures Mom painted
hanging over my puzzle table.
One of my childhood home
One of Dad’s childhood home
And one of Canada geese mom painted
for Pappap when I was two.
Not sure how she found time
with daughters 2, 5, 8 and 11.
There is also a picture of Jesus
praying in the garden
with sleepy disciples in the background
which hung in my home for years.
I didn’t know Him then,
only in the way my parents lived their lives.
Thank You, Lord, that I know You now.
I could write a book about
the literally hundreds of items in my office,
but this will have to do.
Anticipating Carpinteria California
Thank you, Lord, for all the places I've traveled.
All fifty states, Puerto Rico
and other Caribbean countries.
Scotland, Ireland, Canada and bits of Mexico.
Thank you for our plans
to see our son and daughter
in sunny Phoenix
and perhaps escape a Colorado snowstorm.
Thank you for plans
to see two of my sisters in Carpinteria, California.
I've been there a couple of times.
We’ll go there next week, if You're willing.
Thanks for ocean, the beaches,
the tide pools filled with interesting creatures
such as the sea anemones, looking like moss rings
that try to eat your finger.
Thank you, Lord, for the bent tree
I used to sit in and read books
when my sister was at work,
with the smell of eucalyptus in
the air.
Thank you for the harbor
filled with boats, noisy harbor seals and seagulls.
Thank you for the fun little shops
where I like to buy souvenirs from local artists.
Thank you for sisters
laughing, teasing, playing games,
eating out, shopping and snapping pictures.
The warm hellos and the sad goodbyes.
Thank You for Your love
and all the good things You provide
that make my life
enjoyable and interesting.
Cortez, Colorado
Thank you for my adobe-colored home
tucked in a small Colorado town
not far from Mesa Verde National Park.
The mountains, mesas and deserts.
The cedars, pinons, aspens and cottonwoods.
Thank you for my new back porch
and beautiful freshly-landscaped yard.
The cozy rooms.
My green recliner.
The whirr of the heater on a chilly November morning
with the promise of sunshine, bright blue skies
and golden leaves aglow in
the afternoon.
Thank You for the expansive park system.
The Canada geese and ducks
The play grounds.
The two fountains in the ponds.
The Recreation Center and library
starting to open up since the pandemic.
The bustling
Main Street
with its
shops, movie theatre,
banks,
restaurants, grocery stores.
The various
schools and churches
scattered
throughout.
Thank you for the townspeople
and the equal amount living in rural areas
who are Hispanic, Native American,
White, Asian and Black.
Thank you, most of all, that You,
the wonderful creative artist,
shows up in His work.
Thank You for My Hubby
Thank you for my special hubby.
We have been married 42 years.
We are like seeds planted in the earth,
weathering all kinds of storms.
We’ve had both sunshine
and rain along the way.
His was my favorite singing voice,
second to Neil Diamond.
Since his second stroke,
he sounds more like the godfather,
but even that’s becoming dear to me.
His beard is turning white like Santa's.
I cut his hair and beard
and still enjoy his closeness.
Thank you for his laughter and tears,
(also a new thing since the strokes).
The doctor described it
as a broken emotional thermostat.
I think it was broken the other way before,
he rarely expressed his emotions.
Now, he laughs at my jokes.
Plus it sounds like music to me
when he comes down the hallway
pushing his walker, giggling.
Now, I know when he's touched by a good movie
or a sermon because he cries,
not just a tear or two,
full-on weeping.
Thank you that though his body is broken,
he can still do finances on his computer.
Though he can't unclog drain,
splice an electrical cord,
or put a bolt in a chair,
he can tell me how to do it.
Thank you that he still memorizes scripture
better than I can.
Thank you that though the survival rate is low
for his type of strokes, it will be four years
November 7th that he’s still with me.
Thank you that we’re still together
and enjoy each other's company
just as much as we ever have.